My 2020 and Happy New Year

I’m actually not a person who really likes surprises, but 2020 is like a friend who likes to give gifts with surprises. This year, I scolded a lot of swear words, shed a lot of tears, and wear a lot of masks (Hello? But now I am sitting at the computer desk, sorting out the abundance of the year

“Wow, I actually drew a lot of things! And why I suddenly have that bicycle, guitar, and piano? “

Originally I just wanted to sort out the works or cases created this year, but I decided to also include photos that moved me this year or that were symbolic. This rich 2020 is like the trajectory of my life this year. (goosebumps

“Yes, you are loved.” 

This is a sense of solidity and happiness of “I have the ability to provide myself with the life I want.” If I want that bicycle, I am willing to work hard to make money and buy it for myself. And if I want to get that job. I am willing to work hard to show that I am the person they are looking for. 

2020 is really a year of self-cultivation, because you can’t go anywhere in the lockdown. Thinking back to the moments that I wanted to go back to Taiwan, the moments that I fell into self-doubt because of no income, and the moments with lots of hesitation, anxiety, and frustration about the future.

I think those feeling I’ve been having is because I refuse to accept the present, refuse to grow up, or use the heroic journey saying: “Refuse Refuse the Call.” And I wasn’t willing to take responsibility for myself. Suddenly, one year has passed, and there is an illusion like I was just coming out from the spiritual time house. 

Thanks to the person who has been with me the longest this year, my boyfriend Danny. He always stayed with me when I broke down and cried. He always said that he would take me to buy Taiwanese bubble tea and chicken steak. He always encouraged me to create something and taught me English, Spanish, and learning how to drive. He is my teacher, my best friend, my best partner, my love.

Thanks to my friend’s companionship in the Line group of 不二講堂. I’m so lucky to have a group of friends who share the same concept of life to support each other and learning and growing together.

Thanks for the freelance work during the past year. So I was able to support my life when I don’t have a job. Also, the sense of accomplishment in the production process also nourishes my heart.

Thanks for the freelance work during the past year. So I was able to support my life when I don’t have a job. Also, the sense of accomplishment in the production process also nourishes my heart.

Thanks to those who have always loved me, encouraged me, and supported me. I would like to use this 2020 photo to share my joy and growth over the past year with you.

And most importantly, never forget to appreciate yourself. “Thank you, Kayla,” I said to myself.